| Location | Leeds, Uk |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 18/10/2000 |
| Date of Death | 18/10/2000 |
| Visitors | 1,312 since 12/11/2008 |
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Holly was our first daughter. I had had a healthy, happy pregnancy and had gone overdue(as I had with my son), by 10 days. On the morning that i was due to go in to be induced my waters broke(or so I thought)they had only ruptured. I called the Leeds General Infirmary and they told me to go down. So I finished getting my bits together and my dad took my son as he was watching him whilst I had Holly.
When we arrived at the hospital, the staff went to check for the heartbeat and there wasnt a sound. I just stared and looked at my husband and then my stomach as it was pretty huge. After having 6 midwifes and doctros check they told us that there was not a heart beat and she had died. I couldnt believe it, it was as if I was dreaming this as she had been jumping around all morning when shopping. Due to protecting my health they wouldnt do a c section so they had to let me sit and wait it out. My husband called our families to tell them of the devastating news whilst we waited. After giving birth before I knew what I was in for, but a baby normally should cry etc etc. They did ask if I wanted to bath and dress Holly but at the time the thought I couldnt deal with. So I let them do it and bring her to us in a moses basket. So within 24 hours to give birth, decide on a funeral, if we wanted an autopsy well you could say it was stressful and mind blowing.
Family who could deal with ith came to see her and hold her and leaving the hospital for me was the hardest thing I could ever do. I was meant to be taking my baby home with me not leave her there.
8 years on and I have always been able to talk about Holly and have pictures(the few we took) on show, she was our daughter and always will be, born 18 Oct 2000 weighing a healthy 8lb 7oz. No results showed any problems in the autopsy which is why I never have understood ......WHY
Always loved and remembered Holly love Mummy, Daddy, Josh, Ellie & Bethxxxxx
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Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
Happy Birthday In Heaven - by Winnie Lovett
"Happy Birthday Holly"
It's sure to be the best one yet,
Though you left us here behind.
Did you think that we'd forget?
Your cake this year, will surely be,
A beauty to behold.
With the icing made of Silver,
And the candles made of Gold.
Yes, your birthday in Heaven,
Will be such a grand affair.
And I know you'll look so lovely,
With a halo in your hair.
The Angels will come from everywhere,
To sing your birthday song.
And I know they'll be so happy,
That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.
No I can't send a card this year,
Or give a gift so fine.
So I'll just send a special prayer,
To that wonderful Daughter of yours.
Nine Long Months - by Ingrid Aspey
I carried you for nine long months,
Looking forward to your birth.
Little did I ever know,
You'd never breath on earth.
I'd made such plans for your life,
Looking forward to bringing you home.
I never though for one second,
When I came home I’d be alone.
They said there’d been some complications,
They said that you had gone.
I couldn't understand their words,
What had happened? What had gone wrong?
Now they don’t want to talk of you,
The people who drop by.
They think that I should just accept,
My baby's in the sky.
I’ll keep a part of you with me,
And everywhere I am, you’ll be.
I know we’ll meet again some day,
Then in my arms you'll always stay.
Every day I’ll think of you,
Think of you with love.
My precious little baby,
My Angel up above.
Copyright© Ingrid Aspey 2009
To The Child I'll Never Know - by Gloria Dianne
How can I say Good Bye
When I never said Hello,
Why does my heart grieve
For the child I'll never know?
You were a part of me
For just a little while.
I grieve because I'll never see
The magic in your smile.
I grieve for all the unsaid words
That you will never say.
I grieve that I will never see
You happily at play.
I grieve for all the lullabies
That will remain unsung.
I grieve because I'll never see
Your face gleaming like the sun.
I grieve because you will never know
The comfort of my touch.
I grieve because you will never know
That you were loved so much.
I grieve for all the tomorrows
That will never be.
I grieve because God chose
To take you back from me.
You live among the Angels now
Your earthly mission done,
You will be so dearly missed
Good-Bye my little one.
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If tiny little snowflakes Land upon your face It's a hug sent from Heaven Trimmed with Angel lace.Wrap your angel wings round you tight angel its gonna be cold out there tonight sweet dreams
A candle to remember,
May it burn ever so bright
As we look to the heavens
On this very night.
Beyond the stars,
Your dear one soars
Embraced by there Savior
On heaven's shores.
As the angels protect them
And sing there sweet name
We honor there life
With the glow of this flame.
So we light this candle
For our loved ones today
As a symbol of our love
And there eternal life.
with all our love
mell,paul family.
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